A Gift From Berlin

I know it is hard for you baby, it is hard for us
But we cannot give up, we have come this far
Keep the faith pipi

DLTT

Feel me holding you right here, right now




























and dream with me.

I will never forget

About this movie, what it has told me..


















...And you.

who

after talking to many of my best friends
including a male friend
I wonder
exactly WHO can stand the situation like that.
are we all too young or is it simply just not easy

I dont expect any of you to give me answers seriously.

悲觀？樂觀？

其實人生真的很複雜
不是只有黑白兩面這麼簡單
這個道理 我很早以前就知道了
可是實踐它卻有困難
我似乎無法待在所謂的灰色地帶裡
總是希望一切都涇渭分明
問題是這個世界灰色區塊的比例要比兩極多很多
於是我總是把自己弄的昏頭
然後被標上“情感受虐狂“的頭銜
也許我真的習慣負面思考
但也許我也只是搞不懂灰色地帶的規則罷了
我想 要自在的生活在Grey Zone中
需要的是一顆遲鈍的心
這就和我認為在流行唱片業生存很痛苦的道理一樣吧

還有 命運真的是很弔詭的玩意
先前為她哀悼一段感情的歌
現在竟然變成自己的插曲
When something is broken you cannot rebuild,
because everything is not the same anymore.


"我想我們是回不去了。“


又是負面思考了嗎？
但管小孩也說我的反應很正常
到底我該怎麼想怎麼react
到底該由誰來告訴我怎麼作才是正確的


我覺得好累喔。

40 reasons

check the picture to see the details!

驚覺

真的變胖了
路過鏡子的時候瞄了一眼
驚覺一向引以為傲的手臂再也不纖細了
還有最近小腹大的很誇張
真的太愛吃了（可是我究竟在吃什麼阿真是太可怕了）


懷著極度羞恥的心情跟pipi討論這件事情
鼓起莫大的勇氣秀出我的大肚腩給他看
他還一邊看一邊check
"你確定現在是放鬆的齁？不要偷偷給我憋氣捏？"
然後


"恩真的有變圓耶。"
"阿哈哈那我現在可以叫你pipa belly囉哈哈哈哈"


結果
飽受恥辱的我-----------居然哭了（囧我知道）
真是太大的打擊了我......
然後他有點傻眼....

Pi: "你在哭嗎寶貝？"
Pa: ( 拭淚 )
Pi: "oh come on, 又不是什麼大不了的事情。"
Pa: "我好醜...( 哽咽 ) "
Pi: "有嗎？你有聽我抱怨你醜嗎？"
Pa: ( 置之不理繼續啜泣 )
Pi : "臉圓圓的也很可愛嘛...."
Pa: O_O.....
Pi: "阿...那你就多去健身房嘛，你是不是很久沒去了？"
Pa: ( 點頭 )
Pi: "對就是這樣，那現在起你就每天去好不好？降不就解決了"
Pa: "那我可以帶你去嗎？"
Pi: "當然可以阿寶貝"
Pa: "你知不知道我的意思是什麼啦"
Pi: "知道阿你要帶我的spirit一起去是不是"
Pa: ( 點頭 )
Pi: "你看降不就解決了有什麼好哭得啦，再給我看ㄧ次你的big belly..."


囧
結論是
我現在要去運動了...
下次看到我的時候請跟我說
"不要再吃囉 pipa belly....................."

Stop.

I wil not say a thing anymore
When everything I tried to say has been distorted.
He said my emotions have become his burden
And he couldn't take it anymore
While his burden I have carried
right from the start when he's still crying for those tragedies
And you even wonder why I acted so strange everytime
I didnt mean anything bad
but all I got from him is whatever and so long good bye.

When things have happened twice
that means there must be something wrong with you.

That is what she said to me.
And what made me truely believe.

that there must be something wrong with me.

So I will not say a thing anymore.
And now i finally understand what he said before
The older you get the harder you open heart for people

It is sad, but it is true.

spraycan

他作的....all by himself
裡面的所有東西都是他用3D軟體憑空畫出來的...
真是太屌了...

I'm so proud of you Pipi :D

得失

你們都說我很好都有伴了
總比當一個老處女好
可是我覺得
當一個天真的老處女
要比現在的我快樂多了


有伴了又怎麼樣
不在身邊
比失戀更難受

您現在撥的電話無人接聽

就算每一次回應的都是陌生的語言
手指還是不聽使喚的按著重播鍵
就算無人接聽
仍舊讓話筒垂掛在耳邊

聽單調重複的聲響
奮力維持這條連線

至少知道在地球另一端
那棟綠色房子的沙發上
電話聲會讓黑貓懶洋洋的豎起耳朵
理解了至少還能透過這種方式
觸摸到一丁點那頭的溫度
終於才覺得

我不孤單
























只是寂寞。

Stupid Americans

this is really amazing O_o


看了下巴要掉下來了

is it even real?

....

My god.

老女人

變躁鬱還被說變胖了
生活中的一切都停滯不前
臉頰上兩顆痘痘真的很惹人厭
覺得越來越沒人緣

怎麼辦

我不想變成孤寂終老發福的老女人