2007年10月29日 星期一
black cat weirdo photography
2007年10月28日 星期日
Please not again.
Dear Lord,
is it some kind of revenge you gave me?
Once again I found myself coming to the edge
of losing the one I love and trust.
And once again I have no one else to blame.
The ones I loved are not closed to me anymore
The one who I thought would be the shelter of my life,
I can feel it, is drifting away.
And once again, I have no one else to blame.
The border between having the whole world
and nothing at all is so vague,
that without a trace I found myself standing in the crowd.
physically and mentally alone.
I am not lonely, my tears are with me.
I know I need to change, but it is always easier to say.
something has long broken inside of me when she left,
once I thought it was fixed already
along with the smell of that white shirt under my bed sheet
Today it has been rewashed and hanging there in the closet
No more dirt, no more reminder of our naive
is it the silent warning
for me to review the tracks which were unseen
that I am meant to live lonely?
that I am meant to live lonely.







